todae, my dad has started talking to me again....
thx to my mum whom encourage me all tis while nt to lose hope as my
dad nvr talk to me....she is e one who helped me....thx mama....

i remembered ytd tat on thurs was an important dae to me....
i dunno if he remembered wad dae it was....but nvm is ok....
i am so sry if tis few dae i have been ignoring many ppl and become abit more quiet...
as i have no mood at all to talk and joke ard as much as last time....
i'm sry.....   :( :( :(

ps. to u know whom yourself....
sry if i nvr wish u on thurs...i really am...hope u understand k....

xoxoxo
Syukrina.....

sry ppl...coz i know tat its been a long time since i log in here....i'm really sry....
as i am bz tis few months....and there is some probs tat i am going through myself which
made me having no mood at all to even switch on the comp...
today, we had our sports dae and i had abit of fun only as e weather was damn hot at frist and rained halfway ltr...like WTH??? but e 2 YOG mascots came( LYO and MERLY).....

my life is getting bored each dae sio....now, i have a major problem!!!!1
i fought with my dad and nw, we nvr even speak to each other.....
i understand why he is acting tis way to me and my family tis few days.....
as i think he is stressed up with his parents and my cuz......walao....
i nvr do anything oso he scold me like hell and nw his nt even talking to me.....

another thing is tat, its been a long time ready i nvr talk to 'him' as i am bz....
i know tat its my fault as i nvr call him and i think i should put all e blame on me....
i'm really sry....i hope u understand me.....pls forgive me k.....
nw each dae, its getting bored, hurtful and sad....i myself dunno why.....
nw i think i am putting all e blame on me ppl....
(ps. to u whom i asked for forgiveness on wed, maafkn i k....sry...i tau i yg salah...)


xoxoxoxoxoxo
SYUKRINA

hi...sry ppl coz its been a long time i log in here....its coz tat i'm bz tis few days and i sometimes be too tired until i become too lazy to log in...haixx...ytd was one of e best days as i mostly gt everything i wanted sio....like in e morning i actually have meeting but nvr go and go play guitar....hehe....
i dunno wad to say bout myself as i am getting worse and worse in attitude way....even my mum said so....but to me i only changed alot in my attitude wise but nt my appearance type........
my parents told me tat i really change alot since tis yr...like WTF???
btw ytd go play guitar early morning at sch like fun sia....i gt take some vids of us playing guitar but too bad cant post it anywhere as saiful, raden and some other friends nvr let me post it...
thn like tat nvm...thn when recess time, me, raden, saiful and syuhada went to bring e guitar and go play it at e place we always sat.....we laughed like hell at saiful as he wanted to learn hw play guitar thn he play anyhw....lol...it was fun lar..

aft sch, my class gt rehearsal its for e SEL lesson thn me and saiful were the ones whom is in charge of almost everything.....we had a hard time getting our friends tgt....so at last me,syuhada and saiful gt totally fed up and went out with e dancers, nicholas and some other ppl go to e multi-purpose hall and practised there....saiful asked the YTC members (justin and syafiq) for help to think of some steps but they say cant help as they are nte ones who choreograph all e dance....so when saiful and syuhada went to sch again to look for firman, me and asfarina went to ask our friend and a stranger for help....we were like crazy ppl...hehe...^_^...while we were waiting for the both of them to cum, me and e dancers continued our rehearsal as i know e dance and i was part as e choreographer too....

walao damn tired but fun....but even if i get to enjoy myself nw, i stil cant stop myself from missing and having sad moments ytd....haixxx
tis are some vids i like to watch tis few dae....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPIiUJlFnt0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnOcUp1WitU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwU6qI_BloA

hola ppl....todae i am soooooo tired coz just nw when PE time we must run 2.4km thn i gt the 9th position sio...so nt gd sia....i dunno wad happen to me sehh...
like no stamina like tat...crap sia...thn when i finish running, i went back thn i was like wanna faint ehk thn stomach pain like hell sio...i nearly fainted at there as my body was damn weak...
but thn without any permission, me and syuhada went to the water cooler and wasted our time there while waiting for the the rest to finish....haha....lolxx.....

btw i have smth to show u guys....
N - is a very good kisser too!

U - is loved by everyone


R - funny
-
S - makes people laugh


Y - is loved by everyone

U - is loved by everyone


K - hot


R - funny


I - is really sweet & romantic


N - is a very good kisser too!


A - crazy
-
D - a very good girlfriend or boyfriend anyone ever had

I - is really sweet & romantic


A - crazy


M - Makes dating fun


O - has one of the best personalities ever


N - is a very good kisser too!

D - a very good girlfriend or boyfriend anyone ever had
S - makes people laugh
haha...nice right????
lolxxxx.......

nw my voice is lost abit ehk and gt sore throat....just coz of the class ar sia so noisy make me until shout like hell...say nicely oso dont wan listen....shout oso dont wan listen....crap sio....
haixx...nvm2....haha.....

k ciao.....i gtg...hehe...lol....
bubbye ppl....
love ya ppl.....

hey...syukrina's here again...hehe...how u ppl doin??? i'm kinda nt well..
coz i am having slight fever and flu here...walao...fed up sio like tis.
so uncomfortable and v hard for me to hav a comfortable sleep sia....
BASTARD indian guy made me until like tis!!!!!
my friend ytd msg me and he asked me bout the guy's appearance so i told him wateva i know and he told me tat maybe he saw tat guy AGAIN....
thn he ask me for forgiveness i was confused and curious bout wahy he say sry to me for???
he told me tat sry he cant do anything....
thn i told him 'nvm...is ok..i oso nt there and i nvr see tat guy so too bad lor cant call police or the officer....'
i just dont understand why tis ppl who love to all tis stupid werk must do it???
i think they have no brains at all!!!!!!

nw, my grandparents are with me...they came to my hm suddenly...haha...
they nw are talking bout me and they always ask me who my bf, where he stay and they oso ask me when am i getting married and all this stuffs siol....
i nvr ans but i just smile and smile....hehe...

borink sio tis few days and month and i am telling u tat to me tis month is the worst month mannn.......everything went wrong.....haixx....dunno wad to do sia.....
no mood....going more emo and having no life each day.....
wads happening to me?????  save me pls!!!!!!
haixx....bubbye ppl....luv ya...ciao.....
xoxoxoxoxoxo

hey ppl....from ytd till today i was unhappy as a_ _ _ _ _ told me tat he start working from nxt monday and it will last for a month....he took the afternoon shift and it will start from 11am to 11pm.....so thn at first when he told me tat he gt the werk i was happy for him but thn on the nxt msg tat he sent to me, he told me tat he cant meet me for a month and if it include ytd till nxt mon it means tat it will be more thn a month.....
i replied him, 'ouh....gd for u tat u hav a werk.....wtf???  for one whole month???'
he thn told me yea but he still cn tell me tat its only for a month thn aft tat gt chance liao....
but ytd when i was alone in the room having diificulties to sleep, i tot bout it and by the time aft a month, i scared my grandparents come here and stay......


i was so sad at tat time....he msg me and told me nt to be so sad thnhe told me nt to act tis way...i told him tat i'm fine as i dont wan tis to hav an affect on his new job and he himself...


but he did nt know tat i cried ytd aft he told tat to me....i was so sad....coz i know tat even for a week coming to two wk without meeting him, i cant concentrate on all of my werk and my studies slacken abit....nw i dont know wad will happen if it was a month......
haixx...nvm i just wish him gd luck in his job and i'll try survive tis month.....
hope he will know and understand my true feelings bout tis....haixx.... =( =(


bubbye ppl....love u guyzzz.....
muacksss.....xoxoxoxo

here i am again with some latest story bout ytd and today...
ytd me and syuhada had quite alot of fun....
firstly, our maths teacher was nt in class ytd...we had a whole lot of fun with miss faidah
she brought with her some things and she let us play it....even i myself thinks tat the game is v. damn boring but my group members nicholas, danish and kim yew made it fun for me...
nicholas and me was like so sleepy and was freezing cold......
thn i laid my head on the table and nearly went to sleep but.....

tat BASTARD nicholas hit the table with the water bottle and he woke me up sio....
thn i was sitting down thn nicholas turn laid his head on the table but...
i hit the table back with my hand and made him shocked and scared...haha

i really had a fun time with them.....
aft our recess, we had our eng. class and there was a call from the GO calling me and syuhada to go and meet the officer who wanted us to recognise someone.....
but unfortunately, none of the pic is tat guy....aft all, both of us wandered ard the sch nt wanting to go to class....hehe^^we always do tat and its alright for us liao...hehe....
aft sch, both of us walked damn slowly hm...and went to change our clothes thn go out to the police station....it was damn long as the officer nw is more fierce thn the one be4 him...
aft all, both of us went to kfc, ate our dinner thn went loitering ard my hm corner here...lol...
it was fun as i saw my primary sch friend and we both shouted like we nvr met be4 and scared evry1 ard us...lolxxx...thn we laughed and laughed until we went hm..haha..
wad a fun day...but there is smth happened which made me upset and ruined my day...
and the same thing happened today...(ps. if u know tat u are the one, just stfu)
i cried awhile just nw but when i think again just nw, there is no point of me crying for tat person anymore...!!!!

k..ciao..lolxx..
xoxoxoxoxoxox ppl....
check it out....hehe..^^

hola ppl...hehe..
tis is my first time here actually i ever wanna make one of this but too bad i gave up as i need do many things...

today is a so damn boring day siol.....
i was like so alone at hm....listen music all the way from just nw morning at ard 7plus on comp liao...
6.50 wake up...walao ehk!!!!
wan go out but like gt no one with me mah so just stay hm lorr....
wan invite ppl hm tat person bz coz need go out for interview...walao crap siol.....
lucky the werk teacher give me do, my online friends and my some ppl entertain me here and there,,,,
lolxxx.....
dunno wad to do....haixx....wan talk on the fone thn tat person angry with me so cant talk thn whenever i call him, he just ignore and nvr pick up the call....thn easy say i dont wan call him...
fed-up siol...
ok de dont wan talk much for nw....bb....ciao....
xoxoxoxo